His experience resonated within me. I identified with the high level of perfection he demanded of himself and his frustration acknowledging that perfection is not always attainable. Sometimes things don’t go perfectly, regardless of your surgical skill. He detailed this internal struggle of determining how and when to deliver bad news to patients, the development of a justified fear of malpractice lawsuits despite his best efforts, and how it changed his practice to a more defensive medicine.

My favorite portion of the book reminded me of a lesson my mother gave to me. She used to say, “Lance, you never know if you have integrity until you have been tempted.” In Dr. Ruggieri’s words:

“Yes, I am a surgeon. I get paid for performing surgery. If a patient is referred to me for an operation, I am expected to operate. But there are times I have to resist the peer pressure, the referral pressure, the patient pressure, and the financial pressure, and do the right thing: not recommend surgery. Resisting is not always an easy position to maintain. Unnecessary surgery can lead to unexpected complications, which can lead to more surgery and more pain. I can live with the pain I inflict on patients when I am convinced the reasons for operating are just. I have. That’s part of being a surgeon. I know the pain I cause patients is only temporary. What I know I cannot live with, and hope to never face, is unnecessary pain inflicted by unnecessary surgery. Every day, before I commit a patient to the risks of an operation, I look in the mirror and ask the question: Is this absolutely necessary?”

For 11 years, I have asked myself this same question, and I’ve been able to live with the answer.

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